Dia

 hello. Eheheehe

Kangen banget nulis disini.

It's been a long time.

And i am still stuck.

I read my older post and surprisingly i found something interesting about my feeling

He. The one that i think really suit with my future husband. I didn't have any feeling about him anymore. 

And the one that i never mention in this blog but always in my daily college life debut in this post became my wanna be future husband but. . . He actually maybe already give up.

I never mention his name bcs i think he just friend and at that time i still have a feeling for someone else. But he is a very good friend. 

We close because we love anime and japan. And maybe we can have a thing if he didn't have a girlfriend at that time.

He hit me up when i choose to became a single for life and waiting for the right one.

I told him to waiting for me and he did. 

But he didn't brave enough to go to my house. He didn't have some confidence.

Actually. I am really okay if i need to wait for him. It's my fault actually. I gave him a choice that make his confidence gone and choose to give up. 

Sometime i really want to give up because maybe he is not the one for me. 

But here i am still praying. Maybe someday he have enough confidence to go to my house.

Can i hope that he come to my house on my birhday day? Or maybe just calling me. 

But don't expect too much. It'll hurt you

Broken english. Sorry